Faith in Humanity.

Hello.

Things have been going a bit over the top lately, and I don't actually know if this should be such a big deal or not, but I felt horrible I literally lost faith in humanity. I want to know if this would actually make someone lose faith in humanity or if I'm just overreacting. This may be a long post, but please do read the whole thing.Its a sincere request, thank you.

So, what happened was, this girl in my class heard me talking about this guy, who's my friend and had come to my class like once I guess and she saw us talking and stuff, and then a few days later all these teachers are asking me about him. I had absolutely no idea this would happen, because she was nice to me and I did help her quite a lot, even though I didn't actually like her, as she wasn't my friend for the right reasons. I still was nice to her, helped her and I got this in return. 
So many teachers got to know about this, and all of them were asking me and a lot of people in the school also found out. What sucks is that this isn't even true and I did get into trouble, considering the fact that dating isn't allowed in my school. First off, we aren't even dating, get that idea out of your mind and secondly, why would you spread stuff like that about someone when you don't even know what's actually going on, stop going to teachers and telling them stuff like that!
I mean what is wrong with the people in this world right now? Who just spreads stuff about someone to get revenge for something they haven't even done. I'm not spreading about you, who are you to do that about me?!
I'm really sorry, if this seems like a rant session, but I just want to get this off my mind. I asked my friends and even my mom for advice, and they told me to not give a damn about her. But being someone who really wants to understand people's mindset and wants to know how the world works, I still can't stop thinking about it and if you know why this is happening and what I can do to make it better, please do let me know. I really do need your help.
I guess it's just immaturity, that's where the topic of "change" comes in. A lot of people say that I've changed a lot over these few years, they want the 'old me' back and stuff like that which makes change seem like a negative thing, but it's not! I feel like, if you don'r change, you'll end up in a situation where you have immature dreams and plans, like bringing someone's reputation down, or becoming popular and not focus on the real issues in life. I would know, because some time ago even I wanted to become popular. Not exactly popular, but I wanted everyone to like me. I still kind of do, but now it's okay if I find out that someone hates me. But if you don't change, you'll be stuck in that mindset, and not know what the world means when they talk about handling problems. You may even not understand how serious a situation is, for you it may even be funny. That's offensive, isn't it?

But it's also important to understand, that you don't also have to change yourself from the inside, like the real you, to become a better person. Friends usually tell us to not change, this is what they mean. Some people may mean it in a negative way. but you just tell them its for the better. But remember to never change the real you on the inside, and always listen to your heart.

So that's what I had to say about this week. Yes, I have lost a lot of faith in humanity, I've learnt to never trust someone, and to not be a nice person all the time. So if you do see me acting a bit different and rude, I guess, then you know why.

PS: You don't have to believe all this completely, I'm sure there are good people out there. But take it as warning and be careful. Goodbye!

Lots and Lots of Love
Aalia Ansari